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Saturday, June 21, 2003

geez, slept 12 hours again today (: must thank my cca, haha. i slept with my lights off mwahaha, at last i have gotten over it ! well, not really, since i didnt dare to move a single finger last night :\ and my air-con keeps dripping. -throws pillow at air-con- ahem. :) laters

Devina at 11:08 PM

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Friday, June 20, 2003

i am beat |: wasnt feeling well this morning during cca. i was giddy, stomach ache etc etc. to add to it, we were getting tortured under the sun the whole cca. ok, fine, some parts we were taking notes. ahem was so angry that wenxun tortured us that she told me she wanted to box her XD and i was like... go ahead lohr, if you can. haha. i think by the end of this hols, i will be as black as charcoal -.-"

change of plan. somewhy the celebration for weimin and ethel was changed. went to the canteen to eat the cake. :\ only. and that lingyan went to hit my back -.- then i hit her back and she wanted to hit me again. we ended up running around the whole canteen :x then we ran into weimin and ethel and both of them went ahem ahem ahem... so paiseh can ? am not going to do it ever again -blushes and hides-

at the end of the cca, me and mich were bloated and went to the toilet. i was so scared that sadako will appear :\ she didnt :) ah wells. went to macs to eat. were crapping all the way hmm.

then i went to the mrt station. saw so many weird people -.- they were like sooo excited about taking mrt O.o ??? and they were so... ok, i dont know any other subtitute. swaku. whatever lah. it seemed like they had never seen a mrt before |: probably because they live at the NEL. -shrugs-

and i didnt know that the lady first thing is still being practiced these days :\ while waiting for the bus, an old man let a woman walk in front of him. and my turn to board the bus, this old man gestured for me to walk in front of him ^^ so nice. XD

but i guess only the old generations practice it -.-" ah wells :)

oh and harry potter 5 comes out today. no, am not going to fight with people to get a copy. am waiting until people has gotten over it before casually walking in and taking my copy :))

Devina at 11:02 PM

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Always with Me
Somewhere, a voice calls, in the depths of my heart
May I always be dreaming, the dreams that move my heart

So many tears of sadness, uncountable through and through
I know on the other side of them I'll find you

Everytime we fall down to the ground we look up to the blue sky above
We wake to it's blueness, as for the first time

Though the road is long and lonely and the end far away, out of sight
I can with these two arms embrace the light

As I bid farewell my heart stops, in tenderness I feel
My silent empty body begins to listen to what is real

The wonder of living, the wonder of dying
The wind, town, and flowers, we all dance one unity

Somewhere a voice calls in the depths of my heart
keep dreaming your dreams, don't ever let them part

Why speak of all your sadness or of life's painfull woes
Instead let the same lips sing a gentle song for you

The whispering voice, we never want to forget,
in each passing memory always there to guide you

When a miror has been broken, shattered pieces scattered on the ground
Glimpses of new life, reflected all around

Window of beginning, stillness, new light of the dawn
Let my silent, empty body be filled and reborn

No need to search outside, nor sail across the sea
Cause here shining inside me, it's right here inside me

I've found a brightness, it's always with me

Devina at 4:51 AM

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slept at 12 woke up at 2. now you know how tired i was yesterday :\

geez, dreamt about something, it wasnt a good dream. no. not ju-on -.-" i cant remember anymore O.o i still remember earlier ! -confused- nevermind then. washed my hair just now. i mean 2 secs ago. scared the hell out of myself |: was like... dont close eyes, dont close eyes, dont bend down, dont bend down. now you know how scared i was |: and i left the lamp on last night @_@ ok ok, laters.

Devina at 2:19 AM

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Thursday, June 19, 2003

mwahaha ! i told you i told you ! -evil laugh- XDDDD eliza said haku is shuai XDDDDD and cc said that he is ok -.-'''''' hmff. hahaha, anyway, i told you i told you i told you -dances around- XDDD

oh they are in my house. no more groups study. it is playing :D

Devina at 2:46 AM

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i didnt dream of haku... ahhhhhhh :'( :'( :'(

went to school for english supplementary -yawns- met xinru at the bus stop in front of the amk mrt. then we went to macs to see who were there, michl's clique were there doing hmwk, in the end joined them to do -.-'' ok, so went for the spastikk supplementary... then after that, bx, cy, dior, xr, michl, jl, peishan and kelda and me went to J8 and changed our clothes in the toilet there :\ then they went to eat, i didnt, i watched them eat :b

then went in for the show after buying popcorn. we were so scared that everytime an advertistment appears, me and dior will scream and coer our faces using our jackets. stupid jl forced me to share my jacket. but in the end, mich suggested using our pinafore, so yep. jeez, regretted aggreing to go... i am after dior's blood, dior and jl are after xinru's blood. heez :) then after the show, they were acting all sorts of funny stuffs to scare maria, ahaha.

please lah, if kelda and cy also scared, of course i will be screaming at the top of my lungs too. -cough cough- got sore throat liaoz |: haha. it doesnt sucks lah, but it is scary like hell O.o and mich wants to watch again -.-" mad.

might be going to meet the baos later... am so hell tired... dont wish to go... :\ dont even dare to bathe... scared got... nevermind

and i am xinru and michl's adopted daughter ! :D

Of all the things I've believed in
I just want to get it over with
Tears form behind my eyes
But I do not cry
Counting the days that pass me by

I've been searching deep down in my soul
Words that I'm hearing are starting to get old
It feels like I'm starting all over again
The last three years were just pretend
And I said,

Goodbye to you
Goodbye to everything I thought I knew
You were the one I loved
The one thing that I tried to hold on to

I still get lost in your eyes
And it seems that I can't live a day without you
Closing my eyes and you chase my thoughts away
To a place where I am blinded by the light
But it's not right

Goodbye to you
Goodbye to everything I thought I knew
You were the one I loved
The one thing that I tried to hold on to

And it hurts to want everything and nothing at the same time
I want what's yours and I want what's mine
I want you
But I'm not giving in this time

Goodbye to you
Goodbye to everything I thought I knew
You were the one I loved
The one thing that I tried to hold on to
The one thing that I tried to hold on to

And when the stars fall
I will lie awake
You're my shooting star

Devina at 12:23 AM

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Wednesday, June 18, 2003

hahaha, okies, not so busy now :D i dreamt of Haku for the past 2 nights, call me crazy hahaha, i am so obsesses that you can say i am possesed. hey it rhymes :D haha, wont be signing people's guestbook today |: still have to continue on that stupid story, haha, its so lame can ? jl's one is much better |: hurr. okies, shall take my deserved rest [ heys, its in the story !!! ] laters :) eep, tomorrow have to go back to school |:

Devina at 6:13 AM

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busy anyway, i slept at 2.30am last night and woke up at 2.30 pm :D

Devina at 3:54 AM

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Tuesday, June 17, 2003

heez... i am still online, trying to finish writing chapter 1 of my lame story. Competing with jl, haha, she for sure win already, i am so slow, keeps erasing this part and that :x haha, i know i am lame lah :) haha listening to more songs, stupid computer running low in space -.- heck.

Everybody's got something
They had to leave behind
One regret from yesterday
That just seems to grow with time
There's no use looking back or wondering
How it could be now or might have been
All this I know but still I can't find ways to let you go

I've never had a dream come true
Til the day that I found you
Even though I pretend that I've moved on
You'll always be my baby
I never found the words to say
You're the one I think about each day
And I know no matter where life takes me to
A part of me will always be with you

Somewhere in my memory
I've lost all sense of time
And so my road can never be
'Cause yesterday is all that fills my mind
There's no use looking back or wondering
How it should be now or might have been
All this I know but still I can't find ways to let you go

I've never had a dream come true
Til the day that I found you
Even though I pretend that I've moved on
You'll always be my baby
I never found the words to say
You're the one I think about each day
And I know no matter where life takes me to
A part of me will always be

You'll always be the dream that fills my head
Yes you will, say you will, you know you will, oh baby
You'll always be the one I know I'll never forget
There's no use looking back or wondering
Because love is a strange and funny thing
No matter how I try and try
I just can't say goodbye
No no no no

I've never had a dream come true
Til the day that I found you
Even though I pretend that I've moved on
You'll always be my baby
I never found the words to say
You're the one I think about each day
And I know no matter where life takes me to
A part of me will always be
A part of me will always be...
With you

Devina at 11:12 AM

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Monday, June 16, 2003

Nausicaa of the valley of the wind is not bad. The ending is so touching T.T ok, shall not bored people out with my rantings |: my brother stole my laptop while i was sleeping -.- now he is letting me use it for 15minutes, not more than that :'( ok ok. and for lorr... i will not flood her for 3 days ok ? ^^ and haku is cute

Devina at 11:22 PM

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Came just to say at i am still awake |: my maid just came in and asked me to sleep but i refused to as my movie was not finished... in the end she rbought in a cup of hot milo for me -.-"" aeii... ok, continue with my movie now :)

Devina at 12:20 PM

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hahaha, she surrendered :D we were arguing about whether tony or haku is cuter XD i know its lame. in the end i got so fed up i blocked her and she ended up writing .HAKU SO CUTE UNTIL CANNOT BE CUTER !!!!!!!!!!. in her nick :DD well, who asked her to mess around with me, haha :b

Devina at 6:40 AM

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where is it
can someone tell me
can any kind soul tell me where is the stupid polygonal lasoo in psp ? either psp 7 or 8. please please tell me if you do |:

and boomspeed is alright now. rejoice :\ since before this, the music in my guestbook refused to load and the whole thing kept hanging on me -.-

Devina at 3:28 AM

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RARR. boomspeed is down |: so you will find my whole layout gone, and my guestbook is gone too |: rarr... i didnt know boomspeed can be down too |: dan, chii and miz are buying domain, and they didnt tell cc... oh wells. cc is not very happy about it, i wont either if it is me :\

watched Laputa castle in the air yesterday night... slept at 3.15am and woke up at 11.30am :D haha. it was 2.30hrs long ? not bad, but spirited away is still the best for me, mmm. time to change layout ne ? this is too big for some people... hmm :S helped jl changed her guestbook layout too :D it is nice, but thanks to boomspeed... yea, it is gone too |: rarr. XD i have done my guestbook rounds, hope did not forget anyone. ok, laters people :)

and... new SJAB project people )):
1. Accident Prevention
2. Citizenship

i know it supposed to be posted on saturday, but i forgot |: anyone with information ? please post in my guestbook or email me ! i really need it ! badges !!! XD

and i just realised yesterday was father's day !!! what a useless daughter... )):

Devina at 1:48 AM

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Sunday, June 15, 2003

Spirited Away Quotes :
1] Dont you know ? This is love... love - Grandpa Kama
2] How great is the power of love - Grandpa Kama
3] Once you meet people, its hard to forget - Zeniba

hahahaha, me and jl are so lame. we went to our chat logs and opened our past conversation XD then we were pasting for each other and laughing our heads off at them. we were like so... damn spastic, hahaha. hahahaha, cannot stop laughing. so funny XD

and then we were looking through our conversations with that person. and then jl started screaming EVIDENCE EVIDENCE. i was like huh ? and... we found out the truth ! someone had been lying to us all along. i dont know why i believed in her all along, am so stupid |:

too many to post at one time and the text area refuse to co-operate with me... so i will post one convo at a time ((: siaozabo is her, the other one is me :D

[17:48:40] Siaozabo [ ..: When you are ready to return to Wonder Message, please press 1.
[17:49:12] Ðåý 6 »» [ ..: 1
[17:49:30] Ðåý 6 »» [ ..: lolz
[17:49:36] Siaozabo [ ..: Please record your message after the beep.
[17:49:39] Siaozabo [ ..: [ beep ]
[17:49:53] Ðåý 6 »» [ ..: i wanna go baq sch to c all my dears
[17:50:19] Siaozabo [ ..: Replay: i wanna go baq sch to c all my dears
[17:50:27] Siaozabo [ ..: To confirm message, please press 1.
[17:50:36] Siaozabo [ ..: To delete message and record another, please press 2.
[17:50:49] Siaozabo [ ..: To acitivate special option, please press 3.
[17:50:58] Ðåý 6 »» [ ..: acitivate?
[17:51:09] Siaozabo [ ..: Special option: release the crazy laughter that Jingliang has been suppressing all this while.
[17:51:26] Ðåý 6 »» [ ..: 1
[17:51:27] Ðåý 6 »» [ ..: :D
[17:51:49] Siaozabo [ ..: Message sent. We will inform you with a "bish" when Jingliang replies.
[17:51:53] Siaozabo [ ..: [ bish ]
[17:52:06] Ðåý 6 »» [ ..: [ bish baq ]
[17:52:08] Siaozabo [ ..: "michelle say u block her! is it true?!?!?!"
[17:52:11] Ðåý 6 »» [ ..: fei hua
[17:52:11] Siaozabo [ ..: "haha"
[17:52:13] Ðåý 6 »» [ ..: hmph
[17:52:22] Siaozabo [ ..: "why?"
[17:52:45] Ðåý 6 »» [ ..: she made me happy for nth
[17:52:47] Siaozabo [ ..: "anyway if ya wondering why those spastic intructions dont show, because i'm using instant messaging now. haha!"
[17:52:53] Siaozabo [ ..: "how did she do tt?"
[17:53:29] Ðåý 6 »» [ ..: she bluff me wif tt article
[17:53:30] Ðåý 6 »» [ ..: :@
[17:53:54] Siaozabo [ ..: "o! so she was the one!"
[17:54:01] Ðåý 6 »» [ ..: FEI HUA
[17:55:06] Siaozabo [ ..: Jingliang has enabled Other Party's Special Option.
[17:55:17] Ðåý 6 »» [ ..: ?
[17:55:20] Siaozabo [ ..: Please record it down after the beep, so Jingliang may activate it when she feels like it.
[17:55:24] Siaozabo [ ..: [ beep ]
[17:55:40] Ðåý 6 »» [ ..: heez, sorry, dun understand wad u toking
[17:55:45] Siaozabo [ ..: Error.
[17:55:53] Siaozabo [ ..: Special Option does not include casual speech.
[17:55:56] Siaozabo [ ..: Please record again.
[17:55:58] Siaozabo [ ..: [ beep ]
[17:56:09] Ðåý 6 »» [ ..: ?
[17:56:16] Siaozabo [ ..: Error.
[17:56:20] Ðåý 6 »» [ ..: siao siao siao :D until siao @_@
[17:56:25] Siaozabo [ ..: Special Option does not include question marks.
[17:56:29] Siaozabo [ ..: Please record again.
[17:56:33] Siaozabo [ ..: [ beep ]
[17:56:41] Ðåý 6 »» [ ..: siao siao siao :D until siao @_@
[17:57:01] Siaozabo [ ..: Error. ( :D )
[17:57:08] Siaozabo [ ..: Special Option does not include crazy laughter.
[17:57:13] Siaozabo [ ..: Please record again.
[17:57:15] Siaozabo [ ..: [ beep ]
[17:57:29] Siaozabo [ ..: You have received the following instant message:
[17:57:33] Siaozabo [ ..: "enjoy that!"
[17:57:49] Ðåý 6 »» [ ..: nnb. kns . ccb . tmd . wtf . gth .
[17:57:53] Ðåý 6 »» [ ..: -washes mouth-
[17:57:59] Siaozabo [ ..: Error.
[17:58:02] Ðåý 6 »» [ ..: tsk
[17:58:03] Ðåý 6 »» [ ..: -rolls eyes-
[17:58:21] Siaozabo [ ..: Special Option does not include weird offensive stuff.
[17:58:26] Siaozabo [ ..: Please record again.
[17:58:29] Siaozabo [ ..: [ beep ]
[17:58:38] Ðåý 6 »» [ ..: i miss all of ya my dears =(
[17:59:26] Siaozabo [ ..: Thank you.
[17:59:37] Ðåý 6 »» [ ..: =]
[17:59:39] Ðåý 6 »» [ ..: :[
[17:59:41] Siaozabo [ ..: We will inform you with a "bish" when Jingliang activates Special Optioin.
[17:59:45] Ðåý 6 »» [ ..: [bish]
[17:59:46] Siaozabo [ ..: [ bish ]
[17:59:52] Siaozabo [ ..: [ bish ]
[17:59:53] Siaozabo [ ..: [ bish ]
[17:59:53] Ðåý 6 »» [ ..: -rolls eyes-
[17:59:54] Siaozabo [ ..: [ bish ]
[17:59:55] Siaozabo [ ..: [ bish ]
[17:59:58] Ðåý 6 »» [ ..: -rolls eyes-
[17:59:59] Siaozabo [ ..: [ bish ]
[18:00:02] Ðåý 6 »» [ ..: :@
[18:00:04] Siaozabo [ ..: [ bish ]
[18:00:04] Ðåý 6 »» [ ..: -rolls eyes-
[18:00:10] Ðåý 6 »» [ ..: i block u ah...
[18:00:22] Siaozabo [ ..: Wonder Message has broke down because of Jingliang's constant activation.
[18:00:33] Siaozabo [ ..: Devina must be feeling happy.
[18:00:37] Siaozabo [ ..: hahahha kk i stop liaoz...

^ cant believe how lame we were, some parts are deleted because quite vulgar XD haha

Devina at 8:27 AM

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i uploaded some musics and screenshots of Spirited Away. the link is below the Layout description. enjoy :D

a lot of Haku's pictures :D go there and stare at them XD

Devina at 3:48 AM

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just realised something ! today is the last day of the first week of holidays O.o and i have not touched a homework yet ! oh well... i pathetic |:

Devina at 12:48 AM

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