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Known as Devina. Called as dev. A Chinese who is 13 years old right now. Birthday is on the 2nd of Jan. Nickname is P[i]ggy, Siaozbao, Bluebao etc. Loves pigs a lot, i mean those cute ones. Living in Singapore. Studying in class Sec1J in St Nicks. My CCA is SJAB. In Blue house which is in 3rd place this year. My cliques are SPCD, Jinxes and The Baos. Believe in Fantasy and reads only Fantasy related stories. Also loves medieval stories. Loves anime and manga. Easy to make friends, trust people too easily and mood swings every second.


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Ver 19 since 21 March 2003. A temporary layout while I move everything to my new host. This is one pathetic layout. I changed because I was tired of the Haku one.

Last updated on 5th July 2003.
 

Saturday, June 14, 2003

haha, woke up at 1.30 :D at last i managed to wake up late. thankx to that stupid course... laters

oh, and notice something ? no more horizontal scrollbar

Devina at 10:55 PM

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JANUARY: Ambitious and serious. Loves to teach and be taught. Always looking at people's flaws and weaknesses. Likes to criticize. Hardworking and productive. Smart, neat and organized. Sensitive and has deep thoughts. Knows how to make others happy. Quiet unless excited or tensed. Rather reserved. Highly attentive. Resistant to illnesses but prone to colds. Romantic but has difficulties expressing love. Loves children. Loyal. Has great social abilities yet easily jealous. Very Stubborn and money cautious.

no. i dont love children. Other than that... accurate |:

and...

i knew it ! i knew it ! Haku is cute. the whole world agress with me :D except... jl, you better change your mind now ! -approaches jl menacingly- XD haha, ignore that, i wont kill my darl. i knew it ! i told you i told you ((: he is cute and the whole wide world knows it ! well... some disagrees, but majority wins :D

Devina at 2:50 AM

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was supposed to take the mrt with peiyu to the headquarter today, but in the end her parents fetched her there... well, not so bad, since many people took mrt with the sec 4s... or more likely, sec 3s. the oic had to wait for someone who was late... i think it was joanne. and then we had to leave first. and not long after we reached there, they went home... if i am not wrong to study :S

anyway... i hate the SJAB headquarter, rarr ! we went to the hall and it was like... totally dusty, wondering whether it was ever cleaned before. me, dior, mich and huiwen refused to sit down, in the end, we took a piece of paper from a box and sat on it. until the officer asked us to move forward and we didnt take the paper along |: and then, we were given a new project to get badges... accident prevention and citizenship, what rubbish lah. hurr. have to finish by... i forgot. whatever lah. and we are supposed to take the project to the headquarter ourselves -.-

then the course was actually... learning about bicycle and how to dismantle the bicycle wheel -.- and me, dior and huiwen were chosen by that instructor O.o what the hell. we were refusing to go, until mich, jing an and i think hui ting came and helped us dismantle it :p and we were like competing with the sec 3 haha. we won, dont even know if it was correct, heck.

then during the err, time when we had nothing to do, we played many games. murderer, hei bai pei, 205 etc. haha, and then i caught sight of this stupid peirce boy staring at us. and of course, i went and said 'kan shi me ?' haha. and dior and mich were like saying i am biased against boys... am i ? maybe a little :D because i think they are irritating people. and guess what, there were like 3 other schools there, peirce, bps and kcpss [ didnt know kcp has sjab ]... and not even one shuai ge !!! what is this world becoming to ?! oh wells :D

then jing an tried the bicycle, hui ting wanted to but didnt dare. then they brought us to carpark and showed us some bicycle tricks. me and a few others were sitting on the railings and mich was standing on the railing. then this irritating officer came... she said something to mich that i dont remember, and then 'fall is not our responsibility' -.-" its not as though we would blame them, and we wont fall, try me. and then after we decided to be guai and dont sit on the railings anymore, the other schools students did it, and... no officer came to scold them -.- and that officer who scolded us was like... talking to the other schools' students with a smile on her face ?! rarr

then later we went back to the hall. the st nicks were like... running towards it ? scared of getting jammed up |: while the other schools were walking like snails. and then when we were there listening to some crap, someone's handphone made some sound. and the heads of the officers were quickly turner... towards the st nicks |: BIASED ! rarr. first the railings, now the handphone... >:( and she was like... 'if you dont off it now, dont regret if i confiscate it' -rolls eyes at officer-

then when we were supposed to be let off, this irritating teacher in charge of peirce secondary school said... 'the st nicks are wearing wrong uniform, but it is not their fault fully because the email was sent to their teacher but apparently she is sick and did not check her email. so other schools' students, do not ask your teachers or officers why you are wearing trackpants while the st nicks are so colourful' -diaos teacher- and she was like hinting to us throughout her speech that she is not biased. my foot ! what cannot blame us fully ? it is totally not our fault. how are we supposed to know ? tsk.

my conclusion : the officers and teachers are all biased against st nicks girls. maybe because their boyfriend got stolen by a st nicks [ idea by mich ]

rarr. i hate the officers in the headquarter, biased pigs |:

Devina at 12:41 AM

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Friday, June 13, 2003

new layout :D
obviously of Spirited away.
took around 4hours to make it
thankx to all those errors i made |:

i know there is the stupid horizontal scrollbar |: will fix it tomorrow... now its already so late and i have to wake up early tomorrow :'( nightz everyone

Devina at 9:01 AM

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whatever say i am petty, selfish, bad-tempered or whatever.
i am happy about it.
why the hell should i care
it is none of my business
i take back what i had said
so just get lost and dont bother me about this.

[18:39:37] dev : __________ |:
[18:39:52] ___: hmmms.
[18:39:54] ___: hmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmm
[18:40:02] dev : . . . whatever
[18:40:08] ___: ...

how do you like getting that as an answer ? -curses and swears-

Devina at 3:49 AM

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werhyyu iedsrf ierttg tghuyjrasnfvirfngbgth lefithkbnejh tafhghijksed ?
aefnthdyj ith gdfughenhsyusjk iastdfsgb aauledlgf mdeyer fcfagbuhjlrtthn ?
ofvfhu ccfogtuyhrujsaserf idftth idnsth
ifvfgh ightyu wasedrrtgehbnssted fedorgrth masede trfhthiyjsyj wcfoghnyutjg hahaynprepasevgnef
wjkhjfyss mvgerhgetudfsvftnb ied bgzeed sfroth dedethfyjetenrvsthiesvrfeth ?
hfgahuiijikl iad sfghyhojgudflsddef hvfathvedeas lgbehutrg hafeerrgt... wklegbleflth...
cfrhthoyuojkssdeef hhfergrty olfwefnht pefathtyjhdo
ighnefsrttyheujaikdas oefftt dagithcyhoerudsrefathgerifgnrgger hagethrty fefrthoermef iaftrg
ide adhmrg tafhrgeth betaegder pagethrersgvoerngv hasethryjeyu
yfgethsyu idu aefmrg...

no that is not gibberish... whatever lah... haii

Devina at 1:42 AM

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Thursday, June 12, 2003

talk about being tired |: i fell asleep in font of my laptop -.- and it is left on till now. oops. XD haha, at least my download is completed :D... has to prepare for school ciao

Devina at 4:29 PM

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somewhy, we ended up in suntec city -.- we bought drinks from the 7-11 shop and went to check out the hp price |: turned out to be $100+ and so, we sat down on a bench, and started calling everyone we could think of and asked them to chip in :D most agreed, some are broke, cant blame them mah.

then we took mrt to somerset. there is this group of perverted sick heads. they tapped df's shoulder 2x and when we were going off, they went 'good bye, cyaz again' -.-"" then we went to heeren again. liz suddenly got obssesed by mr baos and started calling me mr bao -.- wait, it started since this morning !!! and then we went to look at the mr baos. i am blue, liz is pink, df is green and cc is dark pink ! we also decided to rename justloyal to the baos haha... :D took neoprints, liz looked so spastikk XD then we went to the mr bao shop again, me and liz bought one :D so cute ! haha

have to proceed to help df with her blog and move the justloyal blog... will tell all of you the new url later :D

Devina at 3:51 AM

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Wednesday, June 11, 2003

went for physics and english supplemetary |: was listening to mohan talking and talking without understanding a thing at all. darn. during english, we were supposed to sit according to index numbers and guess what ? me and eliza ended up with dt, carloyne and dq -.-'' rarr. and we were supposed to find 5 famouse marine biologist |: me and liz were srching the whole library for books but ende up with nth. we went back to find them well, using the internet to find -.-

then me and liz went home, took bus and mrt. we alighted at bradell and waited for 231. after a long time, i was fed up and said '1, 2, 3, come !' and guess what, the bus really came XD right at the moment i finished saying ! haha... kkz, have to prepare now |: hmm, laters

it's calling out from deep within the heart
I always want to dream cheerful dreams
sadness can never be counted but
I will be able to see you on the other side

every time people repeat mistakes,
they know the blue of the simply blue sky
it seems as if the road continues endlessly but
these hands can find light

the quiet heart when parting
the ear listens as the body changes to zero
living, mysterious, dying, mysterious
the flower, the wind, the city; they're the same

it's calling out from deep within the heart
let's draw out dreams always, numerous times
instead of stating the number of sadness
sing softly with the same lips

even in the closing memories, there are always
whispers that cannot be forgotten
even on the shattered mirror shards,
a new scenery is reflected

the quiet window on the beginning morning
the body that is changing to zero is being pleased
I won't search beyond the sea from now
the shining thing is always here,
it can be found within myself


Devina at 10:01 PM

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finding nemo was great ! ((: we were like the only ones laughing at every part, and so loud too :b and i am also the only one who screamed when bruce appared |: haha. just finished watching the spirited away movie too, so sweet !!! dont really get the ending... is haku a river ? -.- anyway, it is godamn sweet ! i am re-watching that part again XD went to take stupid neoprints and stuff |: haha, enjoyed today a lot :)) tomorrow have to go to school... haii

Devina at 3:45 AM

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Tuesday, June 10, 2003

going out to...
watch finding nemo XD

I sense there's something in the wind
That feels like tragedy's at hand
And though I'd like to stand by him
Can't shake this feeling that I have
The worst is just around the bend

And does he notice my feelings for him?
And will he see how much he means to me?
I think it's not to be

What will become of my dear friend?
Where will his actions lead us then?
Although I'd like to join the crowd
In their enthusiastic cloud
Try as I may, it doesn't last

And will we ever end up together?
No, I think not, it's never to become
For I am not the one


Devina at 8:19 PM

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hurray ! new layout, guestbook and tag-board for the justloyal group blog :D peeps, go there and sign and tag and whatever ! hurray ((:

Devina at 8:50 AM

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Monday, June 09, 2003

ahhh, they say that the sjab ths saturday is a test O.o huh ?!?! what to study ? what to study ? -proceeds to take notes and books- ok.. so my maid is out, and no one here to help me change plaster... i am too afraid to see blood again, i dont want to faint.

You think I'm an ignorant savage
And you've been so many places
I guess it must be so
But still I cannot see
If the savage one is me
Now can there be so much that you don't know?
You don't know ...

You think you own whatever land you land on
The Earth is just a dead thing you can claim
But I know every rock and tree and creature
Has a life, has a spirit, has a name

You think the only people who are people
Are the people who look and think like you
But if you walk the footsteps of a stranger
You'll learn things you never knew you never knew

Have you ever heard the wolf cry to the blue corn moon
Or asked the grinning bobcat why he grinned?
Can you sing with all the voices of the mountains?
Can you paint with all the colors of the wind?
Can you paint with all the colors of the wind?

Come run the hidden pine trails of the forest
Come taste the sunsweet berries of the Earth
Come roll in all the riches all around you
And for once, never wonder what they're worth

The rainstorm and the river are my brothers
The heron and the otter are my friends
And we are all connected to each other
In a circle, in a hoop that never ends

How high will the sycamore grow?
If you cut it down, then you'll never know
And you'll never hear the wolf cry to the blue corn moon

For whether we are white or copper skinned
We need to sing with all the voices of the mountains
We need to paint with all the colors of the wind

You can own the Earth and still
All you'll own is Earth until
You can paint with all the colors of the wind.


Devina at 10:44 PM

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AHHH !!! pain ! my finger is swollen !!! :'( hope its not infection ! PAINNNNNNNNNN

Devina at 9:03 AM

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more and more blogs and guestbooks are having my name on them XD ok whatever, got a new customer who is so godamn chosy. whatever. and let me warn everyone DONT TRY TO STEAL MY LAYOUTS or i will use that script... the one... to block the source also the one that will shake shake shake your screen when you right click and then closes the whole window -sticks out tongue- never steal my layout or even asking whether you can use it. !@#$%^&*(

Devina at 7:39 AM

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oh damned. the cycling turned from a dream to a nightmare. theres this fat boy coming down the slope, jiale who was in front of me braked to prevent hitting him. i was behind her and nearly hit her, so i turned to the left, but thankx to that useless bicycle, i fell down, bringing the bicycle on top of me... i thought i was alright... my foot. my finger was cut at leat 1cm deep |: and blood was oozing out like siao. i used the other hand to cover the wound... what do i get ? a hand covered with my own blood :\

after the wound was treated by jiale's mum, we walked back to the bicycle renting place. i was too scared to ride the bicycle |: then we rested there. when we were going home, i stood up and felt nausea. i cant even stand properly anymore. i sat on the chair, lied my head on the table and refused to get up. they said that it was because i was afraid of blood... how true :| god knows how i even mangaed to stay in my cca... and the uncle was like 'haha [!!!] cannot be a nurse or doctor when you grow up liaoz' -.-" how can he spoil a child's teen's dream ? hurr.

ok... if you are thinking 'blood only what, big deal' how would you like to see blood oozing from one hand and the other hand is covered by blood x( now i am using my injured finger to type... pain !!! oh by the way, when i knew i got into this cca, my first reaction was 'i am afraid of blood'... now you know it. and if the wound leaves a scar, i will look for that big fat pig pork and bury him alive, rarr... another reason to hate primary kids [though our age gap is only 1-2 yrs] !

Devina at 4:32 AM

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Sunday, June 08, 2003

i shut down to prepare but end up... you guess it right... eating XD all thankx to mum who bought the KFC set home, i ate the nuggets and the mashed potatoes. then she gave me lots of snacks to last me throught the hols. i ate the potato chips and ate the sweets. ok, if i am not turning into a pig, who will ?

Devina at 10:43 PM

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been watching lots of movies these days |: nightmare before christmas, hot chick, bruce almighty and now 8 miles -yawn- ah, am not watching anymore, better get ready for later. -looks at clock- 12.30 -.- and i will only leave home at... 2.45 ? ahh... nevermind, err, whatever lah. -takes comb- -comb comb comb- ah, bored... nevermind, i would just listen to songs |:

What do you get when you fall in love?
A guy with a pin to burst your bubble
That's what you get for all your trouble.
I'll never fall in love again.
I'll never fall in love again.

What do you get when you kiss a guy?
You get enough germs to catch pneumonia.
After you do, he'll never phone you.
I'll never fall in love again.
I'll never fall in love again.

Don't tell me what is all about,
'Cause I've been there and I'm glad I'm out,
Out of those chains, those chains that bind you
That is why I'm here to remind you

What do you get when you fall in love?
You get enough tears to fill an ocean
That's what you get for your devotion.
I'll never fall in love again.
I'll never fall in love again.

What do you get when you fall in love?
You only get lies and pain and sorrow.
So, for at least until tomorrow,
I'll never fall in love again!
I'll never fall in love again!


Devina at 9:39 PM

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ahhhhh, how come i wake up so early everyday !?
and when it is the holidays too )):
anyway, going cycling with jiale later
shes bringing her new classmates
so i am bringing jl along |:
who cant cycle XD
but my first successful cycle was there
and this year also
so i bet she can also do it :D

Devina at 6:24 PM

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oh man, i am going to grow fat as a ball this way
all i had been doing is
sleep, eat, computer
eat, sleep, computer
and it goes round and round
and right now i am eating again
omg... haha XD
eliza, cc, df want to go jogging ?
die... i am going to grow fat this way |:

Devina at 12:27 AM

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