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Known as Devina. Called as dev. A Chinese who is 13 years old right now. Birthday is on the 2nd of Jan. Nickname is P[i]ggy, Siaozbao, Bluebao etc. Loves pigs a lot, i mean those cute ones. Living in Singapore. Studying in class Sec1J in St Nicks. My CCA is SJAB. In Blue house which is in 3rd place this year. My cliques are SPCD, Jinxes and The Baos. Believe in Fantasy and reads only Fantasy related stories. Also loves medieval stories. Loves anime and manga. Easy to make friends, trust people too easily and mood swings every second.


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Ver 19 since 21 March 2003. A temporary layout while I move everything to my new host. This is one pathetic layout. I changed because I was tired of the Haku one.

Last updated on 5th July 2003.
 

Saturday, June 07, 2003

kao. not only are my entries in other people's gb multiplied, other people's entries in my guestbook are also multiplied |: stupid signmygb

Devina at 10:29 PM

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signmygb sucks

i dont know what is wrong, but all my entries are multipled ? one entry become 3 or 4 entries O.o dont believe check df and jinghui's guestbooks. am not signing anymore, because i dont know how many times i sign anymore |: and some people gets irritated... so yea... )): sorry to df and jinghui, i didnt mean to do that ))):

Devina at 9:11 PM

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Bruce Almighty is quite lame i must say |: getting hit by a truck when you are surrending yourself to god O.o well, its not bad overall. jl might be going to KL next week, then what about our Nemo ?! )): ah wells... so sad, nobody signed my gb :\ and my 1st bro is an irritating piece of shit >:(

Devina at 7:37 PM

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just realised that this is version 17 of my blog ((: cc, dont scream first, haha. and that my blog is born on 21 March 2003 XD

and... i want a new handphone !

Devina at 2:51 AM

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The other night, dear
As I lay sleeping
I dreamed I held you in my arms.
When I awoke, dear
I was mistaken
And I hung my head and cried;

CHORUS:
You are my sunshine
My only sunshine
You make me happy
When skies are grey
You'll never know dear
How much I love you
Please don't take my sunshine away.


I'll always love you
And make you happy
If you will only say the same
But if you leave me
To love another
You'll regret it all some day;

CHORUS

You told me once, dear
You really loved me
And no one else could come between
But now you've left me
And love another
You have shattered all my dreams;

CHORUS


Devina at 1:26 AM

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Friday, June 06, 2003

first day of holidays ! no cca . haha, more computer and sleeping time :D

going out to watch movie next wednesday with cc, jl, mich and df ((: anyone else want to join in ? XD enjoy your holidays ! going to shop till i drop :b

i can hardly stand her anymore. she is getting on my nerves. -nods- yes yes, of course you are having an attitude problem. who disagrees ? shut down your computer now. so anyway, yea, she is trying to be sarcastic and making up stories. get lost lah. stop coming to me and trying to act so poor thing, searching for symphaty all you will get from me is the rolling of my eyes, like now -ROLLS EYES- tsk. do you know that you are such an irritating piece of shit and no one, yes, no one other then maybe... yea, she, will symphaty you. and no we dont feel the least sorry knowing that you are trying to kill yourself, go ahead then, who dont agree ? shut down or just get lost from my blog. stop trying to act pitiful in front of us, do you know that it is so godamn fake ? yes, we see through your lies and stories. so please just get lost from this earth and stop coming to us, yes, us, hoping that we will show symphaty. i dont know how she can put up with your exaggerated stories.

anyway, here are some ideas if you want to kill yourself :
1] cut your wrist (believe me, it doesnt hurt)
2] jump down a building (make sure its tall, so you will die before you reach the ground)
3] drown (easy right ? just tie a stone to your leg and jump into the sea)

so how is it ? have you managed to die yet ? -rolls eyes- oh wait, i am sure you will just say 'oh why why why ? i cant kill myself ?' how many times had you say that ? you irritating person, get lost lah.

Devina at 9:26 PM

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watched nightmare before christmas -dreamy look- it is so nice ! but a little scary of course, if it werent a cartoon, i wont even dare to watch |: anyway, it is just nice nice great great. it seems like a musical too, all those singings :D nice nice ! i recommend to those who have not watched :)

Devina at 7:09 AM

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Attention-seekers

this is what i think about attention-seekers. they are just some irritating shitheads who can never get enough attention. they keep searching for more. they like to be the center of attention and will not leave people alone unless they get what they want - attention. they like to show off the attention they have to everyone else. they try to make everyone like them, but the more they try, the more irritated people become. all they can ever do is talk about themselves and nothing else, trying to make people envy them. they will also make up some stories to make people feel sorry for them and make them try to comfort her and in the same time, gaining more attention for themselves. they also often forget about people who have helped them through bad times. overall, they are just some irritating shit heads who refuse to leave people alone.

oh and right now she is telling me some shit again... -rolls eyes vigorously-

jl ponned her malay class -.-" tsk tsk. oh and did i say that mich lim saw caroyln telling caipork that we dont like her ? its not that i hate her, shes not that bad, but she is sometimes unbearable |:

Devina at 2:45 AM

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wah tired man |: hmm, so yeah, tidied the classroom today. and i sold my extra thermometer to jiayun ((: she was bargaining with me over the price but i refused to lower it ? haha, i bought it at $6 so she had to pay me $6 right ? i even threatened to rise it to $7. and guess what, after she used it for the first time, i tried to fix her old thermometer... and it worked ! haha, miracle man. anyway, what is bought is not refundable XD

hmm, went to macs with the 1L people. at first jl was with me, then she left for 3rd language -.-" and so i am the only 1J girl ? rarr -strangles jl- anyway, got to know more friends, haha. then we went home. while walking, i slipped and hurt my ankle |: rarr. pain. ahaha, its alright now anyway (: hugged soo many people today -sniffs- will not be able to see them for 3 weeks ? oh wait, i forgot that there are extra lessons in school ? rarr. cca during holidays... and no more camp... whatever lah. can sleep at home then |:

oh and about the bet with jl... if i lose i have to treat her, if she lose, she has to kiss ______ XD. oh i am sure shell lose :\ but that would mean she beat me in my marks ? rarr

Devina at 12:58 AM

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Thursday, June 05, 2003

oh and did i mention that caipork gave me an AE for project work ? when i am the one doing everything ? oh fine

and my psp 7 ends tonight. but i downloaded psp 8 already ! so of course... new layouts again :b oh yea, changed my layout. err, Ella Enchanted. The movie is coming out in August 2004, cant wait for it !!! XD

since jl posted this, i will too :)

English: B4 - II
Higher Chinese: A1 - I
Geography: A1 - III
History: C6 - II
English Literature: A2 - I
Maths: A1 - II
Science: A2 - II
DnT: A1 - II
Visual Arts: A2 - I
Overall: 73.5

Devina at 5:30 AM

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stupid blogger was down... so here it is:

4.14pm June 05 2003

my brothers sucks to the core. refusing to let me use the com. fine lah -rolls eyes- been listening to 'thats all i ask of you' and even fall asleep listening to it... too tired lah. todays chinese was difficult )): haii. and dnt was even worse ? the drawings haha, all i drew were my own drawings didnt even follow the diagrams :b dont know mah. dnt i think... err fail ? i dont care anymore ((: its over ! haha. wohoo...

NO MORE EXAMS

receive d progress card back today |: err got one C6 and was screaming like mad in the classroom. then compared with other people which is 3/4 of the class ? haha, haha, HAHA. :b i got higher than those people i ask haha. :D sorry sorry, cant help but laugh, haha. so i guess i am not that bad. i beat eunice ! hahahaha, and she was the highest in class last term ? :D :D :D lolz. i cant stop smiling, haha.

so many people hate me haha. so lame lah. hahaha XD set a bet with jl that her marks next term will be higher than me because she refused to believe that my mid-year is such a failure. if i lose... err, i have to... i forgot |: but she was smiling evilly -shudders- haha.

i havent shown my mother the card. later she sees that i fail my history O.o but in the end still have to show her ? haii. stupid teachers, why must underline the failings ? so obvious ! one look also know something is wrong. then what i tell her ? 'mum, that one is over 45' ? ahaha, i wont even dare to say that lah |:

just now in the class, dont know why that crazy ding ting was acting so disgustingly and talking some rubbish to carolyn. acting so ohh innocent. oh disgusting. -pukes- i really hate her. wait, who doesnt ? other then carolyn ? err, carolyn isnt that bad lah -shuts mouth before people kill me- anyway, ding ting really deserves to die. i remembered after err, elit ? she turned around and went 'ooh devina...' in that kind of tone ! oh man, i got a goosebumps and ran straight to ven's place which is right beside me ? lame -.- but at least i got to escape from her... disgustingly irritating tone of voice |:

then we went for some stupid spot check. the prefects would only pull your belt, make sure your collar is buttoned, make sure you have nametag. rarr, lame -.- they would just tug and tug at your belt and then if it is sewn, you can seat down. it is so obvious that hui wont get scolding ? haha. joking joking. then after all of us sat down, carloyn and ding ting were still standing because they just arrived. then their belts were like... right under the breasts ? haha, please lah, if they ever loosen their belt, it is such a miracle ! oh, hui also :x maybe i should help her loosen ? -evil grin- haha.

err, i am going to take the broadband thingy, be right back...

ok back. and i even shown my mother my progress card ? haha, she didnt know that underlined is fail :p but honest me told her XD and she wasn't angry ? HAHAHA. now she is telling me that i must get A1 for english and history next term -.- err... ?!

and let me add something again. my brother sucks to the core and he deserves to die a terrible death. like getting struck by a lightning. please lah, dont know meaning of spastic dont anyhow assume. ! @#$% ^&*

Devina at 5:29 AM

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Wednesday, June 04, 2003

go to hell lah. i hate you. fuck off >:(

Devina at 4:42 AM

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Tuesday, June 03, 2003

haha. i am officially a ... ('(oo)') pig ! haha ((: cc is cat i am pig, get it ? haha...

Devina at 11:07 PM

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i did it yea... i did ok ? but the evidence are ... gone (: better, i dont want those people to know...

and i dont understand why some people want soo much attention for ? isnt what you have enough for you ? i am tired of listening to all those lies. and they are so godamn obvious ok ? i think you are suffering from Histrionic man. stop it lah ! rarr

Histrionic
People with histrionic personality disorder are constant attention seekers. They need to be the center of attention all the time, often interrupting others in order to dominate the conversation. They use grandiose language to discribe everyday events and seek constant praise. They may dress provacatively or exaggerate illnesses in order to gain attention. They also tend to exaggerate friendships and relationships, believing that everyone loves them. They are often manipulative.

The Dante's Inferno Test has sent you to Purgatory!
Here is how you matched up against all the levels:
LevelScore
Purgatory (Repenting Believers)High
Level 1 - Limbo (Virtuous Non-Believers)Moderate
Level 2 (Lustful)Low
Level 3 (Gluttonous)Very Low
Level 4 (Prodigal and Avaricious)Very Low
Level 5 (Wrathful and Gloomy)High
Level 6 - The City of Dis (Heretics)Very Low
Level 7 (Violent)High
Level 8- the Malebolge (Fraudulent, Malicious, Panderers)High
Level 9 - Cocytus (Treacherous)Low

Take the Dante's Divine Comedy Inferno Test

DisorderRating
Paranoid:Low
Schizoid:Low
Schizotypal:Low
Antisocial:Low
Borderline:Moderate
Histrionic:Low
Narcissistic:Low
Avoidant:Low
Dependent:Low
Obsessive-Compulsive:Low

-- Personality Disorder Test - Take It! --



Devina at 10:30 PM

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rarr. not the least refreshed now |: not after my maths tuition anyway -pulls hair out- stupid Han Wudi... go and start exams for what ?! rarr... i dont think i have time to study dnt anymore... -proceeds to maths books-

man >>
aiyo... stop searching for your penknife lah. since your mum took it anyway |: if you want, buy a new one lah. haii, you want mine ? i never use :\

Devina at 5:18 AM

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just read someone's [i dont know who] blog. about this mad man. reminded me of this mad man in toa payoh bus interchange. he is always holding this plastic bag of dont know what and muttering to himself. he looks so retarded -.- i always seem to meet him. arr. anyway, we took the same bus once, i think its because he did not have enough money or something, the driver stopped him from getting in, blocking the way... me and the others were like rolling our eyes and all those |: i wonder whats in his plastic bag. oh and he is always wearing this red and white striped clothes... oh man, hope i dont see him again |:

Devina at 2:31 AM

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took a nap ((: rarr, so refreshed ! tommorow is maths and elit. later tuition. then i have to learn my dnt... a day earlier, so that wont have to rush again :) mmm, the history paper isnt that hard, isnt that easy either, i guess its ok ? better then geog for sure |: i am so sure i flunk my geog. i wrote crapp for my source based, i dont even know how to do :\ no.. i do not sleep in class -.- ltrs...

Devina at 1:59 AM

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Monday, June 02, 2003

i am studying if you want to know...

9.13
am so stressed...

9:17
teachers deserve to die a terrible death

9:20
cant my mum speak on the phone softer ? fuck.

shall concentrate now... bb


Devina at 6:27 AM

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for the first time in my whole life, i admit, i am stressed. -faints-

-bangs head against the wall-
-goes around kicking chairs-
-overturns tables-
-pulls hair out-
-tears papers-
-throw books around-
-faints-

STRESSED. RARRRR

oh yea... haii... justloyal album updated, dont know how many photos lah, a lot repeated, stupid imgstation...

Devina at 5:05 AM

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i havent study. better study now |: just dont call my house and distract me. i dont want to do badly for history as well :'(

darn, just got forced to drink a glass of orange juice -rolls eyes- hurr

Devina at 1:56 AM

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Sunday, June 01, 2003

stupid mr koh can go and die >:( the geog paper soo hard ! rarr -bangs head against the wall- the english comprehension also, dont know what they are toking |: am going to flunk this way. rarr.

my stupid windows media player is giving me problems again -kicks the computer- rarr. studied so hard. in the end like this :'( whats the use ? haii. oh wells... -proceeds to study for history-

someone save meee :'( -reaches hand out-

Devina at 11:10 PM

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RARR ! STRESSED !

Devina at 6:59 AM

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went to buy stationery and then went for group study which turned into group play |: oh am going to fail my geog now. took lots of photos. no time to upload, havent finish studying -bangs head against wall- rarr. someone save meee -reaches hands out- oh yea, yes, i bought the new one :) that thing... yepz

Devina at 4:31 AM

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